i feel like today out of all the days, i lost the new me.
i also know i cant force myself to be who i am not.

im thinking if i should swallow more tonite.
maybe ill feel less pain, but i know i should think before i actually commit to anything.


i guess what u ever said was right, the past is the past.
lets not commit to anything serious until we are sure for sure that its all gonna be real.

apart of me wish i never met u.
and i wish it all never started.

i know that in 10to20 years,all this will never ever stop.
until i let go, accept myself or let everything i ever build go and try to find whatever im looking for.

and with my not right state of mind, the thing i want do now is to end it all, run away, change my number, and call it quits.

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