hey. 2010 around the corner.
new year will be working.
busy period about to end.

havent been myself the last 6 days.
i know im better than this.
i know everything that i seen or heard is absolutely nothing to what ive been thru.
lets look to the future.
improve what i dont like seeing.
u know, i been really upset, and i guess it affect my way of life.
i look damn upset, and zombie-fied.
people ask me why the hell do i look so pale and sick.
it sucks now, cause after doing hell to my body, every wrong moves now shows.
damn.
ive been tearing like crazy, cause god knows why the hell i was so hurt.

it hit me the other day suddenly that everything i have scares me alot.
everything i work for.
i just want to treasure all that i have now.
family,boo,siblings,bffs..

so friday maybe will doing some shopping, and i dono but im in the mood for lingerie shopping.
hurhur.

tonite just came back from meeting my boo.
was late.
but i guess, my insomnia benefits him, cause im starting to be a super light sleeper without medication.
went shopping with him, i guess i kinda bored him.
oh well.
dinner was great.
pasta pasta pasta.


i've tried to hide it so that no one knows
but I guess it shows
when you look into my eyes
what you did and where you're comin from
i don't care, as long as you love me, baby..

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