i feel very depressed deep down.
yesterday i was walking and crying.
forcing my tears to go back in.
maybe its cause of something or whats been said or maybe whats not said..
i know its gonna be time of the month.
i really dont like this feeling inside me because i cant control it at all.
after today, im gonna take a few days off just to rest.
i lost track of time and days.
i feel really lost, yet im forcing myself.
i know i shouldnt take it too hard.
but if i dont force myself, then how...
its just hard to be me, if u dont understand me, neither do i.
with all the emotions i feel, i threw my tantrum at that one guy who totally is willing to endure me all these time.




i wish and i wish..

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