some things are bothering me.
hmph.
maybe not about me.

today last day..
leave it all to fate..
no need for any goodbyes or any fake smiles.
because its what i want.

tmr is the real deal..
good luck to me.
all the best to those who i wont be seeing anymore..
my wish came true..

but right now, im affected by something..
even if i know its about me..
there is 2 side to every story.
not fair if u all dont think that all people dont or cant change..
maybe im too good to be true now, but its not always the case..
every good person, got story.
the same with bad..

haiz. all cold.

i do wonder if right now if i refused to take that chance, how would i be now..
maybe i have many options..
i always thought i dont deserve anything good in life..
if i was more choosy in life, who or what would i prefer...

u can say i settle for less now, but im ready for more..

haiz.
let me be busy and occupied now.
dont let me think anymore..

its an evil place out there, been that way... i know..
for now, i wish the old me will come out a little..
the one i threw awayy,and forgot all about to keep going until todayy..

i can only hope i will make it thru, have made the right decisions all this while, and hope for no more trauma in life which i know will be impossible..

goodbye world.
dont know when i be back again..

but ill tryy..

okay bye.
-eki

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