yesterday, i couldnt take it at all.
fucking shagged ar.

parents so excited, i dont know why.
then after that, they quarrel over the stupidest things like today.
sometimes i think people are just kpo.
but i have to be thankful overall.
though i got lost cause of them, and was late, my mates were looking for me and i got into panicked mode.
i asked a few people, where is where..
i think i am now being recognized for the lost idiot in there. who knows rights
zzz.
then my friend still dare tease me say nvm, they will definitely remember one ____ gal got lost here. (bad word there.)
told her, im not, and whatever, hur hur..

talk truth, i aint happy at all but its been fun.
sure thing the people are nice and all..
but when it comes to the real thing, i dont know..
maybe cause im still scared, and didnt know life will be getting harder...
people seems so interested and happy to keep talking to me..
and asked me if i love to chit chat..
no im not like that, im damn quiet one. really...
etc etc..

i sometimes wish people just give me some space to grow a bit..
im so irritated and unhappy with what i am going thru actually, a little regret here and there, and the people surrounding my life, are like non-stop irritating me, passing unneccessary remarks about my life now and then..
its really none of any business, and please leave my stuffs alone..
i wish i could plead with that but i just have to endure and leave it at that..

whatever it is, im quite sad and down with life luh..
its like i come to the place everyday, with my own mind and body but the person aint me..

so selekay.. (messy)
the worst bad hair days, and always looking tired..
tomorrow and everyday else will be another selekay day..
i seriously hate waking up earlyy..
but im in that situation of too little too late, yupz no turning back...

eating food not to my liking = mengamuk (temper)
two days in a row eat not nice de food already..

came in just now, and u are supposed to talk about urself and all like u know introduction since we are all new..
and i was asked this question infront of all, in which no one else was being asked..
that was if i was single or was i available?
quite shocking to be asked this..
but i just reply with im unavailable.
then there was this moment about pretty girls and topics of coupling..
im totally clueless, cause i dont know what they talking about..
dont wish to..




im actually missing someone but yet i dont want show it..
but he just called me..
:( okok, i shall not rant it out, i might cryy cause its bad,totally a bad case of missing someone..
i love ya boo boo. muackz.
yes, im soo looking forward to see ya..

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