many things has happened lately.
but i wont let anything affect me.
when i think now, i still have the jitters.
why did i trust?
in the end, its betrayal.

im very glad im with someone who understand and always care for me.
and since he is older and wiser than me, he told me many things about how some people think, when we talked on the phone last night..
it really made me think, and make me on the lookout to care for myself.
the conversation we had,made me feel that i was soo stupid, but he told me many times not to blame myself.
but who could i blame?
all that has happened made me lost interest in things, losing interest in pursuing what im doing.
i have been thru many life tests, and this is another harsh reality.
i try hard.
some people just dont understand.
at the end of the day, i glad to still have a bf and also the bff to vent all my thoughts to.

just now met my baby.
haiz. i thought finish luh, so i sms him, in the end, they drag till so long, and he waited an hour for me..
sorry, to think he cabbed down thinking im done.
we went to catch a movie, and chill out for a while.
it felt really great, i think no words can describe how happy i was.
iloveyou.

hope all that can make my day tmr.
dont want think too much.
and time to sleep..

nitez.

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