Lately I am feeling very tired...
I feel like I am hiding way too much and that I keep trying to run from what's been bothering me.
The truth is I am just tired, so damn tired of this damn person inside me.
Too long of a torture towards myself and its still hard to get by at times.
This whole year I have done nothing but to be more positive no matter what, appreciating the people around me and also trying to respect my elders no matter how sickening or insulting they can be.
I learnt to shun or just ignore people who get on my nerves.
I grew tired of fight or quarrel, I rather ignore all these nonsense and walk out if I could.
I tried hard not to be sarcastic, not to hurt people I care about when I am mad.

This year been crazeeeeeeey.
Funeral, wedding, getting sick, you, and the bad luck encountered which I will never ever forget!..
The year which I got to meet the weirdest,most selfish,fake people and the kpos.
I finally can feel again...
And the feeling was strange at first,but cool...
Cause I was no longer numb..

I am hoping that at some point, there will be someone to tell me, I need not try so damnn hard to make things right and that things will be fine.

Feeling a little unwell the past few days.
I dont know what the real deal is anyways, and why or whenever I get stressed up, my body respond in some weird way.

Okay, I am done here.
I should rest now..

bye~!

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