i think i eat too much chilli today. my stomach feels weirds.
my mum was very funny, she gave me a pen-like massager, to massage my tummy.
she knows i have been having stomach problem..and ask me to use that to massage my stomach. it was scary i tell ya. i hate that kind of electronic thing..
so she was forcing the thing to massage on me, following me wherever i go when i try to run away.
i was screaming like crazy..
the funny part was it cost like 2000plus, a thing which is recommended by doctor. according to her..
i went like,
"OK MOTHER" *silly face*

im very upset.
some people around me never seems to get along with each other..
quarrels after quarrels..
making either one crying or both crying..
people with the closest ties, severe all ties with each other cause of some lame shit..
i was one of them.
but no matter what we are related by blood.
so i did wad i had to do, i apologize.
not cause i am weak inside, but i was wise enough to know humans make mistakes..
so i tried to be cool about it.
all blamed me.
so i let it go.
just cause im vulgar, does not mean i dont feel any hurt inside back then.
she gave me reasons why i deserve that slap. till now, it still hurts my feelings ya.
its like saying if there is a reason for violence, its okay what.
haiz.
i am gonna let it be.
let whatever hell i went through rot in my heart..

my plead, no matter what happens, cant we just all get along?..
but then again, i am nobody to say this..

maybe the best thing to do is not to get too close to anyone..
u go ur way, i go mine.
this way u wont feel a sense of lost in any way..

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