my eyes still abit hurt from the bright sunlight.
so while on the way to chinese garden,in the train got one guy come from nowhere stand so close to boo boo and watch him play his PATA PATA PON game. lol! and boo boo was so cool, no reaction at all.

at the swimming complex, finally i get to play my slide, but the pressure towards the end was so hard and super fast, very fun. we played around the few pools there. he keeps on bullying me, dragging me so fast la, then making me walk pass in middle of the waterfall where the water is so fast down.
nearly 5 we left the place.

then we go drink sugarcane water, which i shouldnt have. cause i realise if i drink water which is too cold in super hot weather, my throat will hurt very quickly.

i think i was showing a grumpy face and my mood wasnt there after the swimming, like i am not happy. well, i was just still very shock, my feelings has been very numb for very long, i dont know how to express it. i once made a damn harsh statement on myself. my tantrum is horrible.. LOL.
i am just trying to not think when i am quiet, its like meditation.
gimme more time to get more and more comfy ok
i feel weird with myself. its unbelivable
so.. enough with myself

AND LASTLY, next time we go swim laps then la..
after the swimming he actually say he wanted to go swim laps.
if i was not tired, i would have kick him.
there also can go swim lap wad, if he so semangat he can go there himself and ownself swim or say he want to go there larrrrr, as if i would say no, if i would, just drown me there! ARGH!!!!!!!
*STARES*

okok, i aint fierce enough.
anw, thanks luh. u take care
*hugs*
bye!

-elv