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Monday, September 29, 2008 ♥ 5:47 PM
pain pain go away :(

The pills I ate make me dizzy and hallucinate in my sleep.

Finally saw the doctor regarding my stomach pain. I tend to forget things when I sleep, and at times I forget that certain things even occur, so telling the doctor about my symptoms was a bit hard and weird, cause keep forcing myself to remember what wrong.
And my sis keep telling me to check properly on the net, cause if I say wrong thing they direct me go hospital, make me so scared.

Just now morning, my stomach feels ok again ,didn’t feel like going doc. But force myself go and baby also tell me to go, cause actually its been 9days in total , and the pain keep on coming and disappearing. I got medicine to ease the pain, and finally something works on my stomach. All I wish for is that I don’t have to rely on it forever and hope it will go away.

I am asked to avoid dairy product, when I just bought one box of ferrero rochers the night before.

The doc say its due to my irregular meals which cause my gastric acid to act up. It’s the fasting month, so can’t help it. And even if its not, I don’t go out, means I still have to eat 3 meals a day.. My sleeping pattern is already atrocious, cant possibly I wake up to eat then sleep back.

Haiz. Looking for job right now.. and my motivation level drop like to very low due to this thing.

Woke up to shower, and wanted to go over to near his work place but the roads are still closed and I am too blur to actually know the route from place to place, so he say he comes over after work, but not sure how he will. Will he?
=.=ll

Hope to get well again.

2 days to raye…

Till then, u know u love me.. xoxo.

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