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currently really sick, down with a bad flu.
food taste like nothing at all.
can't sleep well,keep tossing and turning on my bed.
my throat is so dry too, drank like gallons of water..
then keep on visiting the toilet to pee..

i ate alot of chilli few days ago also, until my throat went numb.. shiok~ hahaha..

and its the fasting month, half a month has past by already, soon, it will be over..

gonna be really broke soon..

dont really know what i want, but i think i am gonna find out until i cant find out anything at all..
dont know if i can achieve this..
cause action speaks louder than words..

also, my hair condition is very bad.. so are my eyebags..

not only am i a walking zombie.. but i am all pandary too..

read back some stuff, and then i look back and realise what i type few years ago is true, i suffer from a major breakdown then, then had insomnia and some other stuffs going on back then, was in a denial state but then i type this which make sense...

money is everything. can buy me this and that.. blah blah blah..
money can buy me a big comfortable bed, but money cant buy me sleep...

sadly. when u get insomnia, this phrase make alot more sense.
a little bit of every things make life worth living.. -love, money,fame etc.
so dont be greedy..

had some issue with my phone, but then i fixed it.. finally i can see the real timing for smses..

talking about phone, i change my number..was reluctant..
i haven really make known to people yet, except for those everyday people, really2 close to me..
but i will reply ur smses if u sms my other number cause i still on both number.. just will reply slightly later..
im no longer the MIA queen from years ago, i supposed.. so probably u get a reply if needed.
:)

sharing is a form of happiness :)

been hunting for a a nice pair of earrings, or studs, for my super sensitive ears... but to no avail...
sob.


today, baby treated me to dinner..
i only ate something like chicken wings and also ice cream though i am already sick.
before that he kept calling me, but i was sleeping as usual during the afternoon.
my body didnt feel well at all. so rejected his offer to meet.
but didnt say why.
perhaps it made him feel like weird and wondering why after that, but he still said ok then hung up..
but stubborn boy didnt give up, and he still came over to find me..and i didnt know until i sms him..
he came with flowers.. so sweet of him.. purple color.
not really a flower person, but hehe..
i can get happy easily..
lotsa love :)
thanks for the night.

sunday
break-fast at imm bagus.
the first choice to break-fast was at geylang..
if we went, i probably had a lot to talk about..
cause break-fast outside always pack what more a weekend. geylang is where the malay community go during this season.
and i hate to rush.
feed me soo much chocolate.. but i like.
ate hokkaido ice cream, it is so nice la..finally get to eat it, was eyeing it from the japan fair months ago.
got a necklace watch, it is really pretty..
:)



ok, off to bed..
it has been crazy for me lately..

till then..

u know u love me, xoxo.

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