i was really tired last nite.
and he really came.
but i didnt turn up.
im sorry for making u come, and then making u into a fool.
it hurts to know u waited all alone.

when i woke up 1plus, i feel something wrong, then i realised we had a bad quarrel.
i quickly check my phone, look out the window, but i didnt see u. i was really afraid u would stay until very long, so felt like getting ready to find u if u are around still, but my parents just came back from jb from topping up tank. so i couldnt get to sneak out.

i am losing my mind.

my heart feel so hurt.

i dont know why i left u alone.
really didnt meant to hurt u.
just hope u didnt do anything stupid.

if i could really change things, i rather be hurt than make u get hurt.
haiz.

just what is wrong exactly?we are hurting each other, and at times like this, u cant take things u say or do back.

blame miscommunication.
and just coz we feel we got miscommunication out of the blue, we should faster talk it out. is that it?
haiz.
dont u know this kind of things at time is about a long term, not just short which lead to that problem.
see the bigger picture please...
when i want see u, u say no, when u want see me, then faster find me, so i cant say no.

just what isit u want.
coz all this timee,
when u say u need work, let u work.
want see me, i let u see me.

i smile and laugh too much these day, maybe it doesnt show im sad or down.somehow its seems like none of ur concern too.

kk. just sms me and tell me u are ok,will u.

You don't even know I'm in need of love.
Please just look around, don't you feel something missing...

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