Saturday, July 5, 2008 ♥ 2:07 PM
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. it is raining so heavily right now, how i wish i could just stand in the rain. my right eye still feel very weird, and sore, but it aint that obvious that one is smaller than the other. i hope u get well soon. i hope u are ok. i hope u are not stressing out so much.. n eat ur medication when needed. nothing will make it right.. its my own loss not to try. its never about u, its about me. cant u see it. i held back so much feelings i have for u inside. lying to myself about what i truly feel. coz i keep telling myself its not real until now.. it kills to know u are hurt or unwell. u just dont know, i kept on holding back all this inside. play pretend and act dumb. im so lost, as much as i want start all over my dumb thoughts, but i know, my doubts will come in. do what u think its right will u. our thinking is so different, urs make more sense than mine and somehow i hate it. if u want stay, we stay. if u want go, u go. coz what i feel now is, if i cant be with u or go ur to ur level of thinking, i just follow u wherever u go. even from afar. haiz. fallen so hard, not realising it. stupid me. for me, im not a stupid girl every other day, but i am one everyday. I may have failed but I have loved you from the start tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again
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