i am sleepy.
a quick random update:

grats to my 2nd sis on her graduation last fri. it was just an okay day, throughout the seminar, i was abit pissed off. oh ya, and my cousin also graduated too. so i guess gratz to both.
also on the same day, i never forgot when dearest suddenly appear beside me without making a sound, when i was at some corner.

right now, i keep sneezing soo much. does somebody miss me? or am i getting sick.
also, each time during a hot hot day, when i drink bubble tea, my throat will start to feel sore. my immune system is soo weak.

i been constipated for weeks. and my left part of my tummy hurts soo bad few days ago.
i couldnt sleep well, i only managed to get like juz a couple hours of sleep and off to work.
during work, i nearly burst out into tears cause my left part hurts soo much. even after work, it hurts. so i bought the thing dearest ask me buy, it stink like _____.
and also, my time of the month came, and mixture of left side pain and cramp. when i suffer soo much pain, the only thing that i will blame is OLD AGE. im getting old, as u get older, u get sicker. trying to accept that fact.

boo boo is currently busy busy busy. everyone is busy busy. except for me.
LASTLY,
everyday, i get people say to me "smile smile smile" or simply each time i smile or giggle on my own, people call me siao or feel the urge to slap me. or at times i get caught laughing or smiling on my own, even with strangers.
i think people are wondering, why am i so happy or smiling about.
i am just happy. really.
also people dont know who i used to be. and i dont wish for them to know either.
i think all the smiles and laughter, i guess its a reward for all the life test i have been thru.
so call me siao or whatever when i smile or giggle on my own, i dont mind.

elv

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