im still sick. despite eating all those medicines.

i hate being sick. i get all sort of nightmares. lately i picked up talking to myself when i am asleep. =.=ll

let me get well please.

being sick, so hard to concentrate on my task. my head will spin like nobody business. haiz.

dearest birthday was yesterday and also his niece. anyways, thanks alot and sorry to trouble u.

hope both like what i got la.

there were also some complication in my pay slip form. haiz, thats for being an idiot and submit to the wrong person. haiz. the secretary say i might not get my pay, if she cant retrieve the paper back. .

also, 2 days ago, he suggested something. i say yes at first, then later just a straight no. well, lets just say, i really2 want to go so much. i want to go so much then at the same time i am so scared i get too happy, soo sooo happy. whats wrong with being happy right.. i dont know myself. i scared of false hope, happy memories which i am not prepared for. well, give it time ya. cause like i said in the first place i really want to go, but something is pulling me back, so i just say no ar, hope i didnt hurt ur feelings. maybe things like this u need to talk to someone to feel better.didnt want to screw things up ytd cause it was his birthday so i just acted dumb throughout. =.=ll

also friday dearest fetch me from work, he scare me by not replying my sms, so i thought he was asleep. baddie! then i gave him his present, but before that i talk so much, that he keep giving that look like IS SHE DONE yet. then we head off to east coast beach, slack awhile and went back.

i feel so sad sometimes, i get nagged everyday without fail, i hate repetitve things. though people say i should get used to it.
haiz.

growing up is so hard.

but whatever it is, i am happier.

its already 1st JUNE.2 more months. something i look forward to.

*misses*

fall for you

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