Why must I always in such a complicated situation. Why did god choose me to handle this entire complicated situation?

I not strong at all, I am not. In fact, I am about to go crazy =.=ll

Can a car just knock me down, because I don’t see the need to live?

I feel like a replacement right now from the whole process. I feel like the one who is the closest to me, just betrayed me, want me to be sad and suffer.

I feel like I am a victim in a crime being done. But instead she felt like a victim herself.

He has no feelings when he chose me to play with. He has no right to make me feel like this or treat me like this.

He has no right at all to make me feel like a replacement. His care and concern they are just lies right from the start.

It’s good that I am at the corner right now, because my eyes are really red. I hope no one will suspect me of crying.

Cause I sat under the table to cry, because I was too hurt to wander like I always use to.

Why did the two, who used to tease me, seem to partner up for real to lie to me?

I can’t find the answer myself.

I guess I gotten used to that already, being used.

Haiz.

I guess he can leave in peace because I told him I hate him a few days ago. Well, good for him, a good reason to leave and not feel guilty after that because the gal hated him and wanted him go.

I can’t believe of my loss.

I’m stuck, and I don’t know where to go to.

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