been away for quite abit.

some stuffs happened recently.. and just feel like sharing it before i head off to bed.

i am a happy girl the past few days, cause i am trying to be one. and yes, i feel like happiness is coming back to me. finally.

i realised, that the grass is always greener on the other side.

i dont even know the full picture of things, so i shouldnt blow things up. so i would like to apologize. i think im still young, or naive, still dont know what is life about. but nevermind, i am willing to learn from my mistakes.

thank you my 2nd sis for her advice. anger leads to me being unhappy and i gain nothing from it. <3

even though some remarks are still in my head, i willing to let it go. cause i admit, each time someone put their trust in me, i would break it. and to build it up again will take very long, so now, i willing to make up to it. anything to make me and others close to me happy.

on the monday. our 4th, we had ayam penyet and shared gado-gado. next time just stick to the ayam penyet luhx, cause the gado tasted damn sweet. feeling bitter inside? eat that, filled with surprises and pure sweetness.. zzzz

me and dear also had our one of a kind misunderstanding few days ago. but im sorry. it was really stupid of me to not realised my phone was ringing/vibrating the whole afternoon cause i fell asleep really late. he tried to call me from 1 plus to 2plus non stop i think. i saw his sms around 3plus, i was really shocked to know what he did for me. cause the night before i got mentioned it wasnt confirm yet. actually its my bad, i didnt sms him in the morning after the person gave me a call. being tired is just an excuse.

at night we had another misunderstanding, then i realised he got angry with me while trying to call me, actually i knew he was angry, who in the right mind wouldnt? so i really dont blame anyone except myself. but its over. the air is cleared.
im really happy to have someone who actually thought of me and understands me at times. thank you :)

but please please please dont do it again. cause its not worth. really. but i really appreciate it :)

one of the issue that rise from the whole thing, was he ask me a simple question before he say he want to hang up the phone. well, not that i dont know my answer, i do.

let time decide my feelings, cause im still very afraid luh.

lastly thanks for staying even though u were tired.

have a good rest. hope you are having a sweet dream now~

going crazy, wanna be your baby~

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