Thursday, March 13, 2008 ♥ 3:48 PM
im feeling very angry right now. sleeping angry makes u keep waking up every now and then. maybe im too sensitive ah. keep saying the same thing again and again. but i just cant get used to it. well, talk about it and even people siding with the unreasonable, despite i feel like crap, i feel guilty if one day i throw a tantrum. im really lost. dont understand why i got blame, ppl might think is funny. but to be kept on verbally abused, i really cant take that. haiz. trying not to tear. trying not to care. just felt like throwing out the food i ate, coz i felt like the food i ate was dirt. hah! if putting the blame on me makes u feel better, then just go ahead okay. don blame it on the character, when things like this happen. i should show my character then too, if thats what living life is for. im really gonna blow up. stop ur bitching cause' your soo sad.
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eKi aR 21. 14 Sept 1988
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