send me back to reality please.

make me feel the importance of all of this.. haiz.

make me feel real.. make me feel all of this..

too much numbness.. simply too much..

also i wan rant about my sister..

i ask u not go school, find work but NOO!! you choose to stick to enrol into a school, follow your own path. k fine, but its a super expensive school.. even though you knew our parents are not working and are resting for the time being. i know they say they dont mind you going to that school..

BUT its not like tat.. why cant you just get a job and try pay off all that they have done for you for the moment after scolding you, and end up being ignored.

i choose to support you. i support you going to school. now you told me you want to drop out, just like, not intending to go for the exams.

My conclusion: the year 1986 is filled with stubborn n irritating people. they choose to ignore your advise and your presence. even though you care by scolding them, they think you are not being supportive. haiz. i really got no say.

how i wish i could even see University. but i doubt i can complete my dip now. im soo drained out..really i am.. never fell like this when schooling..

and random:

get well da da. =)


hold me through the night and dont let go until i tell you too please..

i wont think of you when im older, coz we never really had the closure,this cant be the end.

its a one way track, im never coming back.

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