AFRAID.

last night, i have never been so scared. even though i feel it.. i feel like my ending days are coming. that my body was feeling really unwell.. but i kept doing what i do till im in this state. is this somewhat my fault?

has all the toleration keeping its toll on me? why isnt any1 as afraid as me?

the left hand,related to the heart u know. its cramps up, i though it was going to be major. i woke my sis up only to find, she say i was thinking negatively. its was scary like a soul was about to be pulled off ur body and ur mind going in twirl thinking of many things..my body was icy cold, shivering endlessly.

i thought is panic attack, but why does it last till now? im all icy cold and super cold.

if i ever get well, i promise i wont do what i do. i get well. i promise ill be a better person. i wont take life that hard anymore. ill talk. anything to make this numbness of my hand go away.
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my life is something i want to cherish. i promise i wont be so cruel to myself.

numbness please go away.

ill be better right? can someone please promise me this..

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